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Love fool

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought to stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!

So I cry, and I pray and I beg

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could do have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
Love me love me
I know that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

don't feel strong

See my life fading away.
I have to be stronger, i know..
But everytime i try to go on..
You can put me down so easily.
I cherish every moment and every memory that i have or had with you.
I am not able to start all over new.
A brand new start, that would be nice.
But everytime i see a future without you, a million tears start falling down.
I know we had a great time, just wish it was not over yet.
I wish we could turn back time and live the past in slowmotion.
We could lie in eachothers arms forever and we could love eachother more and more..

I wish i could leave this world, this mess we've made..
Move to the other side of the world, start new together and learn to appreciate eachothers ups and downs.
I would never argue anymore, would never do a thing you wouldn't  like..
But most of all, i will love you every day and i will let you know it..
I want everyday to feel new, fresh and completed with lots of love.
Your lovely smell around me, your perfect shaped body next to me and most of all your eyes touching mine..
I wish that i could get a star, to wish all happiness on the world. But most of all..
i will wish for you..

Go ahead and knock me out..

Go ahead and knock me out
It hurts so good and you're all I've got

The last thing that you said to me
was that you and I were meant to be

Hold my hand and check my pulse
Revive me with just one touch
You'll never want to end this

Go ahead and knock me out
It hurts so good and you're all I've got

No hospital's gonna save you from
a broken heart a broken heart
No arms could reach you and your regrets
Sweet dreams on your last night

I hold your hand and check your pulse
You're already a coat on the floor
Go ahead and knock me out
It hurts so good since, since your all that I've got

No hospital's gonna save you from
a broken heart a broken heart
No arms could reach you and your regrets
I need you in my life

So do this to yourself
You're the only thing I've got
And the only one I want
is never gonna stop
SHE'S KILLING HERSELF TO SLEEP
Sweet dreams and resting piece.

Forever

Sometimes I feel so cold
Like I'm waiting around all by myself
Loneliness gets so old
I'm in the lost and found sitting on the shelf
Been stuck for way too long
But I hear Your voice
You're who I'm counting on

Oh, tell me You're here
That You will watch over me forever
Oh, take hold of my heart
Show me You'll love me forever

I know that You can tell
When I start to let my hope fade away
I need to catch myself
Open my ears to hear You calling my name
Been fighting way too long
But I hear Your voice
You had me all along

When I'm starting to drown
You jump in to save me
When my world's upside down
Your hands, they shake me and wake me

Take my broken heart..

I wish that I could break all the mirrors in my mind
The ones that lie to me and steal away my pride
I wish I could be blind to everything that haunts me
If I use my heart, I can see your face
You show me the real me

It's You that I search for
It is You I can't live without
Your hope is what I long for
When nothing's left in me
It's You

This world is always trying to take a piece of me
But You are always there to make me feel complete
If I can keep my eyes on what You have for me
I will face the truth and never look away
You'll show me the real me

It's You that I search for
It is You I can't live without
Your hope is what I long for
When nothing's left in me
It's You

When I have nowhere else to go
And I can't find my way out
Your light it comes to guide me
I can't hide
You show me the real

It's You that I search for
It is You I can't live without
Your hope is what I long for
When nothing's left in me
It's You

History:

22-3-2009		17:12:05		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy.		haha wel mij helemaaal tot over mn oren verlieft laten worden:D:D:D
22-3-2009		20:23:17		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy.		nu al zin om weer bij je te zijn joh:D
22-3-2009		20:24:00		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy.		wel zin om bij je te zijn(A)
26-3-2009		20:30:26		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. crazy about you...		ga nu ff in de kamer zitten goed ^^(L) love u super achterlijk veel:D:D:D:D
26-3-2009		21:10:11		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. crazy about you...		ik ga zo ook lekker douchen! hou echt van je! je bnet zo perfect(K)(F
30-3-2009		16:07:19		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. you know how i feel...		weetje dat jij echt leuk bent:D:D(L)
31-3-2009		17:52:45		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. when i think about you...		Evyyyyy :D hoe was de piratenparty:D:D?
31-3-2009		17:56:49		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. when i think about you...		i love u !!!
31-3-2009		17:56:58		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. when i think about you...		tel is op ¬¬
31-3-2009		17:57:03		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. when i think about you...		maar i do love U!!!!
31-3-2009		17:57:08		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. when i think about you...		en ik mis je!!
31-3-2009		17:57:14		Gijs <3 Evy		Evy. when i think about you...		en ben super verlieft op je:D)(L)

Why does it hurt so fucking much?
Why can't i just hate you, forget you and move on with my life..

WHY?!

Wrapped in your arms.. i'm home

Is this the whole picture
Or is it just the start?
Is this the way you love me?
You're capturing my heart
I used to try and walk alone
But I've begun to grow
And when you tell me just to rest
I'm finally letting go
I let go

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... I'm home

I'm seeing so much clearer
Looking through your eyes
I could never find a safer place
Even if I tried
All the times I've needed you
You've never left my side
I'm clinging to your every word
Don't ever let me go
Don't let go

If i gave you my life..

I fell in love with a voice in the midnight air,
Gliding across the room he was studying me
Such a simple thing to do
The touch of his hand,
A question

If I gave you my life,
Would you let it slip,
Through your fingers like water in the dessert
If I gave you my heart,
In the deep of the night,
Would you hold it like a candle giving you light

Days fell away into years
Sunset memories
Standing on the edge of it all he was worrying me
Such a typical thing to do
The reach of his hand-
Connection

Life fell away from his voice in the midnight air
Lying on the moonlit ground he was looking up at me
Such a simple thing to do
Just as simple as the way he fades away

Let the feelings go...

Even when your heart is aching
Even when the clouds are fading
I won't let you down
I will be around

You gotta let it go
Let the feelings grow
Don't need to run away

You gotta understand
I'll be here till the end
I'm here to stay

Let the feelings go
Let the feelings go
When the music starts
Cuz' it feeds your soul
When the moon is bright
Then the feeling's right
Deep in your soul(soul, soul, soul,..)

Even when your heart is aching
Even when the clouds are fading
I won't let you down
I will be around

You gotta let it go
Let the feelings grow
Don't need to run away

You gotta understand
I'll be here till the end
I'm here to stay

De ware..

Hoe kan het dat de ware nooit ver weg is?
Is dat toeval, of zijn er zoveel liefdes als er plaats is om je heen?
Ik ben nergens of onderweg. Alleen

Als liefde enig is, kan er ook maar één ware zijn.
Die is niet hier, dus moet ik reizen en zoeken.
Al is die ene ook op zoek naar mij.
Misschien..

..kan ik beter blijven om elkaar niet mis te lopen.
Vind mij. Ik roep het: IK BEN HIER

First tattoo..

                                                                                    
My first tattoo..
Where: Dirty Harry
Time: 15.00
Result: