22/7/2006 - Day 17 & 18

Yesterday (friday) an today are the same..my foot hurts like hell because all the nerves are back an my foot is not swollen anymore..
Because its not swollen anymore all the broken bones an little pieces of it you can feel true the skin..

An my foot moves uncontrolled because my muscles cant holt it all together on there own..
I feel this also when i lay down my foot..

The most weird thing was yesterday that my toe hurted alot so i wanted to give the toe a massage an when i opend up the bandage the toe wassent there..
I can tell you that is weird..having pain in things you dont have anymore..
They call that fantoom pain (ghost pain)..

Im looking forward to monday to the next oparation..