| Funny adventures of a 22nd old girl |
Hormons -> period timeGuess what! . Today I am having my period! And my god.. what hormons can do to your body! . I really really feel very Angry! Dissapointed in people and to proud to talk as first to my boyfriend! . He is very sweet and kind to me.. and I am just very dissapointed he does not give me attention during my period time! It is silly, it is sad :P but I blame the hormons...So.. I proud, as I am, will not provide him with attention either! Just being a bit selfish.. I know . Well.. Maybe I will, but only later at time :) Coz I too feel love! . I am also dissapointed in my friends. They do not seem to be in regular touch with me... and it just makes me very angry! Like I do not mean anything to them. Same story with my little brother.. . Same story with my parents! . Though, they are there for me in the end. But due to those hormons I feel angry and in . I like to write about it.. coz people will not read it.. And for me it is nice to talk about it to the one single person on this earth who might read me blog. . . Ok.. now we will see it from the postive side. Everybody ignores me! How sweet of them! They give me space to come in to contact with my true self. To realize their are wonderful entities taking care of us and loving us. To be in touch with the loving, healing energy called god and his angels! . Lovely people thanks for giving me space and making me realize that there is only one person on this earth which I should really take care of and than all the others, tonight I will make a good early sleep and feel much better tomorrow . Maybe cry a bit .. because of the hormons :D! And than have a thorogly sleep. . Have a nice evening everybody . Sweet kiss, Me
22:38 - 20/7/2009 - comments {0} - post commentLoveable memoriesWell sweeties! Today is a day in which I had an amazing evening with moi lover! We have spend the whole night talking and kissing! We are about 2,5 week toghether now..and completely crazy about each other! He is just so sweet to me! Kissing me.. constantly ! Providing compliments all day :)! Buying red roses for me, taking care of the disches, giving me food. Letting me sit while he is making his best effort! ANd he is listening to me!
IT is really nice to be with him and I like the openess of his charm! He gives me a secure feeling and a feeling I finally met someone similar like me. Though ,I also noticed that his words can sometime a bit rough from the tonque. I get to know his trye personality step by step and I hope he stays this wonderful person. I really wish we will become a great couple toghether, with humor, passion, good conversations and excited adventures!
Please who I love, help me and him to set up a nice and truly loving relationship!
13:54 - 30/6/2009 - comments {0} - post commentHappy! :DHi Folks! Here another blog of me! :D A lot of things have happened in my life and I seem to have found the path of happiness again
I feel free and happy and a rebellion. I don't know.. I have the feeling that everything is so overwhelming of joy and happiness! Therre are so many nice tings to experience and to go on adventure.. and to kiss loveable people.. I can not explain it.
Do you know the feeling when you have drunken to much wine and feel literally very drunk and relaxed and excited about everything. That is the feeling I am experiencing now.
I can not really explain why and how. I just know I wanna be free and happy. I wanne live in the '70s. Have free sex and just wonder around and enjoy live to the ful.
Yeah.. I adore my man.. Whom I am toghether with now. But I am not literally curshed in love. It is rather a very good time toghether and i know that this person could be one I could make a beautiful live with toghether.. Maybe the crushing in love part still has to come(?) But than I remember my close friend from Den Hague with whom I spend this weekend.. And am wondering how a relationship with him would be..
Am I might in love with him? Or do I just enjoy his company so much because we are really understanding each other? This great feeling of love and happiness is affecting my thinking and feelings!
Jeah.. confusing hea? Haha I think I will take some time to think about it and in the mean while just enjoy those beautiful sunny days :D! and have fun!
Thanks everyone for this beautiful day :D! xx
14:11 - 28/6/2009 - comments {0} - post commentAnother love Story
Here another charming story of me..
It seems like faith changed his mind and suddenly send me another prince on the white horse. This time designating from work. He is 27 years old. A lion of starsign,.. which seems to be a perfect match with sagitarrius (my star sign). There was always some tension on the working floor. However, I was focussed on my ex-relationship and didn't really do something with it.
Till... last friday! We had some alcoholic drinks on work (illegal in coca cola bottles) and had great fun!
After work, we bycicled togheter and talked a bit. He invited me to his place.. and since my friend (which whom I had an appointment) was too late, I decided to spend 30 min at his place. That was good fun and after I left.. he kissed me..
So... we decided to meet again on Sunday! .. Yesterday! That was really great! we had a picknick at the frokepoale (with evening dinner in little packages).. we drunk good wine.. and we kissed and kissed in the evening sky. Little note: we were lying next to a windmill! He is a terrific kisser.. a charming man.. and I certainly hopes this one is gonna work out Anyway, it was one of the most beautiful days of my life! Really!
Keep u posted,
With love... Anna
09:27 - 15/6/2009 - comments {0} - post commentLearning pointsA lot of things have happend in my life.
It seems like a very positive period has been changed for some learning moments. At the end of March I suddenly met an awesome guy of 28 years old.. with whom I literally crushed in love!
We were so happy toghether! We went to his brothers wedding, we participated in family trips.. and sure we did had some fights, but that is how you get to know each other right? Until... he suddenly broke up with me last saterday. He didn't think he could change his (lack of intrest) in me..and thought he could probably not make me happy Nothing ..
Never...
Ever since than, he didn't contact me in anyway (ok.. that could be my fault, since I was so shocked that I said I would not want to hear anything from him) * But still.. I feel quite broken hearted. I cried for many days and can not imagine I will ever love someone else again. Yes.... I am in love with someone who isn't with me anymore
** that is also confusing, he was doubtful about our breakup.. and still didn't let anything hear from him from that moment onwards.
Another thing that confuses me is that I met my biologic Mother since 5 or 6 years. I was shocked.. en wanted to walk away (that happend 2 days before the breakup). But she confronted me.. and we had a discussion in the Hema for at least.. 20 min. In which she tried to make me feel guilty and realize that she could die and I could regret that I never contacted her.
Pff really confusing! But it would not me, if I would not continue.. with the most postive attitude possible. At least to the outside world. ** nevertheless, I have to admit that deep inside of me I feel lonely, sad and missing him/love. ** It was all quite confronting and yesterday I collapsed. I could not even work.. only cry and cry and cry. Luckely my dad and I did become better in the mean while.. and he took care of me
So.. that was the deepest point for this period. Soon I expect better times to come, since this was another quite intensive learning point Keep u posted,
With love, Me
12:37 - 11/6/2009 - comments {0} - post commentshow loveZo stil in mij.... * Iedereen kijkt, maar niemand zegt wat hij denkt! * Zo stil in mij... * Soms toont het leven zijn ware gezicht! * Een ogenblik waarin je beseft waar het om draait. * Bezit? Macht? Sociale status? ** Wat voor meerwaarde heeft het wanneer je oog in oog met de dood staat. ** Open up your mind and see like me... Open up your heart and you see: love love love! * So I won't hesitate no more, no more I can't wait no more There is no need to complicate! Our time is short We are just one big family! Please show love love love! *** Open up your hart and you will find the sky is just the limit! So I won't hesitate no more :)! I gonna show love, love, love
15:42 - 13/5/2009 - comments {0} - post commentTime for a new doorway |
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But I think I like it! 
Well hello folks 
Can it be more Dutch!?
. It took him 40 minutes to come to that conclusion.. while I was begging to continue with me. 
I really hope he will change his mind and come back to me. It is just a feeling of the heart yo u know.. 
) wil redden. (Note: dit speelt al veel langer)
) omdat het best vroeg is.. is het dus DOODSTIL in huis (afgezien van die beatles draaiende griezel zender).. ook niet het gezelligste moment (slecht gevoel 3)
Neej, die optie werd afgeschreven...